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Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Me to you.
 Tuesday, January 10, 2012
I'm referring to you, yes you.
 Sometimes I wonder if you ever thought of me, even if for awhile. You had me at hello. And I guess you will never know that. Labels: Yes you Sunday, January 8, 2012
 I hate to know that you're upset and yet I can't do a single thing to help. You know how it feels to be helpless? Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Tokyo Fever @ Avatar.
  From left to right: Rong An, BBL, Gene, Lynnee, Kristeena, Kat, Stuart & Jason. Avatar again for advance X'mas party. Would rather be here than anywhere else. These two pictures are the official ones from Avatar, taken quite early during the night. The rest of our gang came afterwards. But will just upload these two for now! The most awesome feeling is having girlfriends that you can chill with, shop with, emo with, KTV with, slack with and party with. Thank God I have them! (: It's allright to be alone, at least for now. Becuz... I have friends who cares, and it's enough for me right now. Sometimes you still cross my mind but I know I can't cling on forever. It's tiring for me, and probably for you too. And I know it ain't going anywhere either. Labels: Avatar, Bestfriends, Christmas, Nightlife Thursday, December 22, 2011
Christmas...
Christmas is coming!I'm looking forward to my weekend. Contented with spending my Christmas weekend with my usual bunch. I hope everyone's having a good build up to this lovely weekend. Best part of it is having the Monday off. Life goes on! Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Will someone tell me that everything will be okay?
Monday, December 19, 2011
Falling For You Colbie Caillat (Lyrics)
I think I'm falling for you. Sunday, December 11, 2011
Henry's Wedding!
Took half day leave last Monday to attend our Boss's wedding at Fairmont Singapore/Swissotel.Went back office to meet up with my colleagues and drove down to the hotel. The wedding was a huge huge affair. It's been awhile since I attended a wedding of this scale. Super many tables and all that. Sat with Lucas, Jack, Brian, Lynda as well as colleagues from Q. I'm not gonna type much so I'll let the pictures do the talking. Uploaded some pictures below, but the bulk of it are in Facebook.                     I've been feeling down of late. And sometimes we do certain things on impulse which we regret afterwards. And... I kinda lost myself somewhere out there. Will the real Kristeena please come back? Labels: SGCM 因为辛苦的人是我. And I don't know for how much longer can I keep lying to myself that I'll be allright. I'm not okay. When letting go seems easier than holding on... I feel helpless when I can't be there when you're feeling unhappy. I feel awful when I can't be there for you. I feel lost when I don't even know what's going on in your life anymore. When I used to be the first to know everything. All your daily rants and every little thing that's going on around you. Who am I? Nobody.  Thank God for friends. It's the little things that makes me feel at least, friends are there. Labels: Friends How do I pick up the pieces when you're not with me anymore? Friday, December 9, 2011
The feeling's just right.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
It kills me to know that you're online but the person you're texting isn't me.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Those silly conversations we had, those nights where we stayed up late talking to each other. I miss them all, every one of them.
Sunday, December 4, 2011
The internet is a really scary place. We did some research on social networking sites and have come to a conclusion that, not all guys are players. There are many girls who would throw themselves at any guy just because they're lonely. WOW. Takes two hands to clap and now we know sometimes simply blame it on girls for being so...sigh. idk,Shall elaborate more next time. I'm lost. Saturday, December 3, 2011
Feels good to be beside you again, though I can't call you mine anymore.I don't care about anything anymore. Club, alcohol or whatever. I'm willing to give it all up for you. If you would just come back to me and give me one last chance to redeem myself and make all my wrongs right. Talk is cheap. I know. That's why I want you to give us another try, and let me win back your trust. I'm praying so hard. Though I know it's almost impossible. I'm close to breaking down this time round. I don't wanna play my games anymore. I still love you a whole damn lot. I just don't know why I didn't wanna admit it all this while.  Taken on 03.12.11 Signed up for the WhoLivesNearYou account out of impulse and curiosity and feel so bored with it already. There's nth there, and there's constantly messsages from guys. Listen it's all guys. Every single one of them. I really wonder about the girls who actually give out their contact numbers from such social networking site. The guy behind the picture could be some old man, or most indefinitely they just want you for sex. So yeah. Fucked up website. I am tired, really really tired. Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Babies.
They keep me entertained during office hours. (: K&N Funny people.  Protect my own heart. (: I know that when it's time to let go, we have to let go. So here I am standing at the doorway, saying my last goodbye. You will always be my favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Labels: ThingsYouShouldKnowAboutMe Tuesday, November 29, 2011
"This is about a person who was incredible to me, just perfect to me in a relationship, and I was really careless with him. So, this is a song full of words that I would say to him that he deserves to hear." You weren't perfect, but you were all I could ask for. X'mas is Coming! Xmas coming and look what happened! Christmas tree and Santa Claus for babies for life and new member in the group. Lol.   Labels: BabiesForLife Monday, November 28, 2011
It's okay not to be okay. I need to tell myself that it isn't worth it. Friday, November 25, 2011
You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to live without them.
Tonight. Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up. I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. And every night I miss you I can just look up, to know the stars are holding me, holding me, holding me tonight. What should you do when hunger pang strikes at 2.30am? Goddamn it. Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Babies for life
We have this group chat on whatsapp called 'Babies for life' and sometimes the spamming can get pretty bad.Pretty funny becuz we'll keep insulting each other but it's all part of the amusement each day. After all, you know how mundane work can get. =/       Losers & babies! Hahaha. Labels: BabiesForLife I don't want this freedom You gave me love and all I gave you was goodbye. I miss your text and your sweet smile so good to me so right. Maybe this is wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming but if we love again I swear I'll love you right. I'll go back in time and change it but I can't. So if the chain is on your door I understand. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I realize what I had when you were mine. Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Everyone needs a little hug once awhile... So do I..
Monday, November 21, 2011
I'll never let you go
I know I'm not alone I'm not the only one who is broken And I know I'll never let you go I could watch the world pass by Just as long as it's you and I My favorite song. Am loving it. Marriage Everyone around me are settling down. Friends around me are getting engaged, getting married, or are already parents, some are applying for flats etc. My brother for one, just chose a flat at Punggol with his girlfriend, which will be ready probably in 2015. There is this strong impulse inside of me that yearns to settle down and start a family too. I'm not young anymore. I wanna settle down. But with who?    Big sigh, big sigh. Labels: ThingsYouShouldKnowAboutMe Please sleep by 1am and wake by 8.30am daily. Please please please. Insomnia! Can't seem to sleep early on weekdays and can't wake up on time as well. I need help. At this rate that I'm going, my late fines are gonna be hard to manage. ): How to wake up for work on time? Sigh! Sunday, November 20, 2011
Just wanna run into your arms again.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new, and the reason is You.
I don't need a relationship to be happy. Galaxy Note!  Samsung Galaxy Note! Wanted to get it today but my Starhub contract only reaches it's 21st month on the 25th of November, which is just six days away goddamn it. Plus the guy on the customer service hotline told me that I could apply for a recontract voucher to offset what I need to pay, which would take another 3 more days to arrive. The Galaxy Note cost $400+ for my current price plan, which is more expensive than the iPhone 4S, and definitely much better than the 4S. Siri has died down in terms of novelty and I'm much more convinced and determined to get my Note. I still like the Samsung Galaxy S2 (my initial choice when planning to switch to Android) but it's time to upgrade!! Labels: Phone, Samsung Galaxy Note Friday, November 18, 2011
I never meant to do those things to you.
I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hear I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You Once bitten, twice shy. But if there was a third, I would set things right. Thursday, November 17, 2011
Hazel.
You won't get to see the tears that I cried. No I don't cry on the outside, anymore.
I still. Instead of moving on, I refuse to see that I keep coming back..that I'm stuck in the moment. No matter how I fight it, can't deny it, just can't let you go. I still need you. I still care about you. Monday, November 14, 2011
田馥甄 - 還是要幸福 (官方版MV)
And you still mean the world to me. Where'd You Go I always thought I've grown stronger over the years, months, but I'm wrong. Sunday, November 13, 2011
Rainy Sunday.
It's raining damn heavily now and I've got to go Pasir Ris for chalet. Stop raining goddamn it!Work for one day tomorrow and then it's off to Genting for a short getaway. I can't wait. (: Labels: Friends Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone Saturday, November 12, 2011
We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.
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